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Coping With Grief & Loss

 

EVERYONE GRIEVES DIFFERENTLY

Grieving is a personal and highly individual experience. How you grieve depends on many factors, including your personality and coping style, your life experience, your faith, and the nature of the loss. The grieving process takes time. Healing happens gradually; it can’t be forced or hurried – and there is no “normal” timetable for grieving. Some people start to feel better in weeks or months. For others, the grieving process is measured in years. Whatever your grief experience, it’s important to be patient with yourself and allow the process to naturally unfold.

 

MYTHS AND FACTS ABOUT GRIEF

MYTH: The pain will go away faster if you ignore it.

Fact: Trying to ignore your pain or keep it from surfacing will only make it worse in the long run. For real healing it is necessary to face your grief and actively deal with it.

 

MYTH: It’s important to be “be strong” in the face of loss.

Fact: Feeling sad, frightened, or lonely is a normal reaction to loss. Crying doesn’t mean you are weak. You don’t need to “protect” your family or friends by putting on a brave front. Showing your true feelings can help them and you.

 

MYTH: If you don’t cry, it means you aren’t sorry about the loss.

Fact: Crying is a normal response to sadness, but it’s not the only one. Those who don’t cry may feel the pain just as deeply as others. They may simply have other ways of showing it.

 

MYTH: Grief should last about a year.

Fact: There is no right or wrong time frame for grieving. How long it takes can differ from person to person.

 

ARE THERE STAGES OF GRIEF?

In 1969, psychiatrist Elisabeth Kübler-Ross introduced what became known as the “five stages of grief.” These stages of grief were based on her studies of the feelings of patients facing terminal illness.

 

The five stages of grief:        

  1. Denial: “This can’t be happening to me.”
  2. Anger: “Why is this happening? Who is to blame?”
  3. Bargaining: “Make this not happen, and in return I will ____.”        
  4. Depression: “I’m too sad to do anything.”        
  5. Acceptance: “I’m at peace with what happened.”

If you are experiencing any of these emotions following a loss, it may help to know that your reaction is natural and that you’ll heal in time. However, not everyone who is grieving goes through all of these stages – and that’s okay. Contrary to popular belief, you do not have to go through each stage in order to heal. In fact, some people resolve their grief without going through any of these stages. And if you do go through these stages of grief, you probably won’t experience them in a neat, sequential order, so don’t worry about what you “should” be feeling or which stage you’re supposed to be in. Kübler-Ross herself never intended for these stages to be a rigid framework that applies to everyone who mourns. In her last book before her death in 2004, she said of the five stages of grief, “They were never meant to help tuck messy emotions into neat packages. They are responses to loss that many people have, but there is not a typical response to loss, as there is no typical loss. Our grieving is as individual as our lives.” Grief is a roller coaster, not a series of stages.

 

It is best not to think of grief as a series of stages. Rather, we might think of the grieving process as a roller coaster, full of ups and downs, highs and lows. Like many roller coasters, the ride tends to be rougher in the beginning, the lows may be deeper and longer. The difficult periods should become less intense and shorter as time goes by, but it takes time to work through a loss. Even years after a loss, especially at special events such as a family wedding or the birth of a child, we may still experience a strong sense of grief.  We need time to adjust to the “new” normal, for it will never be the same, we will not return to “normal.”

 

COMMON SYMPTOMS OF GRIEF

While loss affects people in different ways, many people experience the following symptoms when they’re grieving. Just remember that almost anything that you experience in the early stages of grief is normal – including feeling like you’re going crazy, feeling like you’re in a bad dream, or questioning your religious beliefs.

 

  • Shock and disbelief – Right after a loss, it can be hard to accept what happened. You may feel numb, have trouble believing that the loss really happened, or even deny the truth. If someone you love has died, you may keep expecting them to show up, even though you know they’re gone. ·       
  • Sadness – Profound sadness is probably the most universally experienced symptom of grief. You may have feelings of emptiness, despair, yearning, or deep loneliness. You may also cry a lot or feel emotionally unstable. ·       
  • Guilt – You may regret or feel guilty about things you did or didn’t say or do. You may also feel guilty about certain feelings (e.g. feeling relieved when the person died after a long, difficult illness). After a death, you may even feel guilty for not doing something to prevent the death, even if there was nothing more you could have done. ·       
  • Anger – Even if the loss was nobody’s fault, you may feel angry and resentful. If you lost a loved one, you may be angry at yourself, God, the doctors, or even the person who died for abandoning you. You may feel the need to blame someone for the injustice that was done to you. ·       
  • Fear – A significant loss can trigger a host of worries and fears. You may feel anxious, helpless, or insecure. You may even have panic attacks. The death of a loved one can trigger fears about your own mortality, of facing life without that person, or the responsibilities you now face alone. ·       
  • Physical symptoms – We often think of grief as a strictly emotional process, but grief often involves physical problems, including fatigue, nausea, lowered immunity, weight loss or weight gain, aches and pains, and insomnia.

HOW CAN I TELL IF I AM GRIEVING WELL AND HEALING?

(This is often an 18-24 month process)  

1.     Sense of release and beginning to live life.

2.     Ability to treasure memories and stop thinking of loss at will.

3.     Renewal of energy.

4.     Ability to concentrate as well as make good decisions again.

5.     Eating and sleeping well.

6.     Can sit through worship without crying.

7.     Can find things to be thankful for.

8.     Can laugh at a joke whole heartedly.

9.     Choose to spend time alone and enjoy it.

10.   Ability to look forward to holidays and other special occasions.

 

HOW CAN I TELL IF I AM STUCK IN MY GRIEF?

1.            Perpetual feelings of loneliness and withdrawal from others

2.            Scared to reach out to others

3.            Depression

4.            Feeling like you are keeping a secret and not “being real” with yourself or  others

5.            Having outbursts of anger that are inappropriate

6.            Repeated thoughts regarding “unfinished business”

7.            Others expressing concern about your situation

 

GET SUPPORT

The single most important factor in healing from loss is having the support of other people. Even if you aren’t comfortable talking about your feelings under normal circumstances, it’s important to express them when you’re grieving. Sharing your loss makes the burden of grief easier to carry. Wherever the support comes from, accept it and do not grieve alone. Connecting to others will help you heal.

 

Finding support after a loss

  • Turn to friends and family members – Now is the time to lean on the people who care about you, even if you take pride in being strong and self-sufficient. Draw loved ones close, rather than avoiding them, and accept the assistance that’s offered. Oftentimes, people want to help but don’t know how, so tell them what you need – whether it’s a shoulder to cry on or help with funeral arrangements.
  • Draw comfort from your faith – Embrace the comfort mourning rituals can provide. Spiritual activities that are meaningful to you – such as praying, meditating, or going to church – can offer solace. If you’re questioning your faith in the wake of the loss, talk to a minister or others in your church.
  •  Join a support group – Grief can feel very lonely, even when you have loved ones around. Sharing your sorrow with others who have experienced similar losses can help. To find a bereavement support group in your area, contact local hospitals, hospices, funeral homes, and counseling centers.
  • Talk to a therapist or grief counselor – If your grief feels like too much to bear, call a mental health professional with experience in grief counseling. An experienced therapist can help you work through intense emotions and overcome obstacles to your grieving.

 

HOW DO I KNOW WHEN MY GRIEVING IS COMPLETE?

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I have not offered any outlines to follow –        

     nor formulas to work -             

     nor platitudes to say to yourself.

There are none –        

     Grief has no short cuts.  It is lived through.  

 

If you can grasp the normal –        

     avoid the pitfalls –        

     and talk it out –

Time will do most of the healing.          

    

     I said most – not all.  For many folks do not become whole again.  They scab over, but never really heal.  They become defeated by life and never seem to want to live again.          

     Most of these are victims of the pitfalls we have tried to avoid.          

     Some of them just never find the last big step.  They wait for healing to happen to them.  They wait for time to take care of it all.          

     Time does the most in healing – but there must come a day when each of us must decide to Live Again –          

     That day is the one big difference between those who get well and those who do not.          

     May you find this day and let it dawn in your life . . .                                                

 

Doug Manning                                              

Don’t Take My Grief Away

 

The ability to say goodbye and hello